P.S. I don't love writing.
Truth is--I don't really enjoy writing. It doesn't come to me naturally, and I am not really good at it. Whatever it is that I am thinking, I feel I can never accurately portray through words alone. However, there is this constant need/desire deep inside of me to express and share my feelings with the world. I don't know how to explain it. Writing is one way to do it. So I'll keep trying to write anyway. It's a good way to challenge myself---and maybe one day, after many tries.....something great will come out of me.